Who am I

                 




                                                                       Who am I?

Who am I? As I sit here with my pen thinking what to write next, I start to think to myself who am I? Why do I write this? Do I write this because I want fame or want people to notice me? Who am I to write this? I do this to glorify my King. A King that gave me life to live free in this world. A King that gives me hope when I feel that the world is coming down on me. A King that tells me that I can do all thing in Him when everyone around me tells me no. A King that does not care about my past but wants to give me a great future. So who am I? I am a man telling you that you also have a King that loves you no matter what you have done with your past. I’m a man trying to tell you that there’s hope for you no matter what you are going through. I am a man telling you that you were created for greatness, not failure. I am a man telling you are the son and daughter of a King. All you have to do is open your heart and let the King in and welcome Him.

My Battle With Sin

 





                                My Battle With Sin


            I know God has a purpose in my life, but I choose to ignore it. I continue to run from God and what He has for my life. My soul wants to do His will but my flesh wants to entertain sin. The more I sin the more my soul cries out "what are you doing, don't you see you’re hurting your family! God has placed you to be the shepherd of your family and you’re letting this wolf called sin destroy it!” My eyes continue to be blinded by sin, but I know I need to choose. Do I continue to sin and lose my family because sinning is easy and it feels good? Or put my pride aside and tell God I surrender to you and keep my family? Now I have the devil telling me "how many times are you going to ask forgiveness? Don't you know you’re a nobody anyways, just end your life, you’re not worth anything, the pain you bring to your wife and family they would be better without you? And this bring me back to the trap of sin and it's leading me straight to the pits of hell. But then I remembered what GOD did for me. He sent His son to die for me. To give me  one more chance at life,  that no matter how many time I fall into this trap of sin, He is there to rescue me. I know that I’m not perfect, but my creator is. My soul will always worship you Jesus.  And devil, you were defeated a long time ago. My life is worth something.